Motivation or false hope?

Been really inspired to fix my life and change everything. I think partly is from the realization that I am about to finish junior year and that only leaves a few months before I have to apply for jobs in the midst of a recession. It has been a time where it seems like my procrastination panic button has been set off as the deadline approaches to the end. Maybe it might just be me overthinking, but honestly it always feels like I am lacking or perhaps falling behind. I think it might also be me burning out and reaching the end point where I just want to pass my courses rather than excel. Whatever the reason, it is near the end and I am trying to take advantage of this burning feeling in my chest to push myself forward. 

Things I am grateful for today:

I heard the song of a Mourning dove

Helped cooked dinner, Ribs and rice

I feel like I understood todays math lesson